I spend most of my day thinking about sex. In particular I think about sucking cock. It's an obsession. I adore cock. I love the taste, the smell the feel of a dick in my mouth. My absolute favourite thing is to take a flaccid dick in my mouth and suck it to full hardness. To feel it grow and stiffen inside the wet heat of mouth mouth is the most exquisite feeling. Something I dream about but unfortunately don't get to experience very often. When I blow my partner he gets hard at the first sign of me sucking him, it's a compliment really but still it deprives me of something I really want.
I'm good at sucking cock. I take pride in making sure I do a good job, I just wish I got to do it more often. I read men's blogs where they respond to ads asking for cock suckers or they place the add offering to suck cock and then it happens for them. Simple. Not for me. I can't even imagine how that could happen for me.
I'm at a stage in my life where I would like to fulfil my sexual needs. Every other area of my life is as near to perfect as I want it ,but sexually I am far from being content. I just can't figure out how to change that.